You never get use to losing someone.
You never get use to the feeling of having someone torn from you. You never get use to the hole where they use to be in your heart. You never get use to the “falling” feeling you feel when you’re unexpectedly reminded of them. You never get use to the nights where your mind forces you back there and then your chest hurts and you can feel the loss.
You never get use it. Don’t let anyone tell you any differently.